WOVENSOFT     ───   an indie & private portrayal of zehra demirci a fandomless original character. multiship & multiverse friendly. please read through guidelines before interacting. written by annie  ( she/her, thirty-three )

This is real And you've been right here all along

  A STUDY IN     ───   healing as inheritance, the language of the earth, heartbreak composted into kindness, tending wounds with sunlight, innocence that endures, the courage to bloom again, forgiveness where it shouldn’t live, love after loss, tenderness with no conditions

  CONTENT WARNING     ───   zehra has struggles with her mental health, specifically with reality. she Feels Big and when it comes to negative emotions she tends to have negative reactions. i will not shy away from her struggles, though they are in no means romanticized in any form. she has a previous history with self harm, she will not relapse on this and any mention of her previous scars will be tagged and never represented visually.

This is real And I could never get enough

Guidelines

  OOC   my name is annie, i am 33 years old, and live in new jersey, usa and i have been on and off tumblr rp since 2012. i am a professional editor and author ( which means yes, my blog is filled with a lot of typos. )

  FOLLOWING   i will not follow anyone under 21 years old.idc what face claim you use - that's your choice. but some i won't want to interact with for various reasons and that might affect if i follow.muses/fandoms i won't interact with: real people, harry potter, deity muses ( greek gods, nordic gods, egyptian gods, etc )

  WRITING   personally, i will not want to partake in threads that have to do with: pregnancy, adultery, or terminal illnesses.

  SHIPPING   this blog is very much open for shipping. all ships will be in their own verse. my muses will not be shipped with anyone under the age of 25 years old.

  ACTIVITY   TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU NEED! ic or ooc - never feel that there is a time limit for you here. this is not a job, this is not a life or death situation. this is a fun, creative hobby and it will be treated as such with me! be a blog hopper, take 6 months to reply, focus on just reblogging edits - none of these things matter to me. the important part is that me and my writing partner are having fun. that will forever be the goal of my time on this site - and i will never dictate how you should act in your own space.i no longer am logged into tumblr on the app! i'm trying to be more intentional with my scrolling/dash work, so i will only be on the dash when i am logged into my computer.

  IMPORTANT   i have a pretty intense processing disorder. i tend to miss words and sometimes full sentences ic & ooc. please be patient and kind about this! i really am trying my best, but some days are harder than others.

  CREDITS   carrd template by rcsea  ;  psd by cavalierfou  ;  icons template by cavalierfou ( heavily edited )

Stats

general

  FULL NAME    zehra leila demirci

pronunciation:     zeh-rah   le-la   deh-meer-jee

  NICKNAMES/ALIASES    her parents call her zizi while friends often call her zeri
  AGE    33
  BIRTH DATE    july 3rd, 1992
  ZODIAC    ☼ cancer ☾ leo ↑ scorpio
  GENDER    cis-female; she/her
  SPECIES    human
  MORTALITY    mortal

history

  BIRTH PLACE    kayseri, republic of türkiye
  NATIONALITY    turkish
  LANGUAGES    turkish, english
  EDUCATION    homeschooled

⥼ both her parents hold various degrees, and took their time teaching zehra and her brother during their adolescence. the education from her parents & her time studying herbology - she has become knowledgeable in areas such as: plant life & environmental impacts, folklore, mythology

  CRIME RECORD    n/a
  RELIGION    raised muslim, now - not so sure. all she knows is that she believes in the universe and the earth has much more to offer

current

  LOCATION    pecos, new mexico
  HOME    mobile home
  TRANSPORTATION    n.a

⥼ she likes walking and if she needs to go somewhere too far to walk, she knows that she should be with someone anyway, so would ask for a ride so she doesn’t have to go alone

  WEALTH STATUS    lower
  OCCUPATION    herbalist

⥼ as an herbalist, she understand the plants needed for specific illnesses; history, care, and natural impact of plants; toxicity of plants; etc. she will not diagnose anyone or work with someone who refuses medical help along with her own work. she holds an herbalist certificate with the american herbalists guild.
⥼ she owns a shop named amsonia

visuals

  FACE CLAIM    demet özdemir
  PREFERRED HAND    right
  HAIR    black, often down and tangled. her hair has a natural wave to it that she lets naturally happen. if her hair is up she often will have it in some form of braid(s)
  EYE    brown
  VOICE    bubbly voice, talks very fast - not uncommon for others to tell her to slow down since her words can start to get jumbled
  ACCENT    turkish, her accent is still pretty heavy
  BUILD    on the thinner side but with soft features. a soft belly, soft thighs
  HEIGHT    five foot three
  SCENT    sage, wild tyme, dirt, grapefruit
  SCARS    small marks on her hands and arms from plant life, scars on the inside of her thighs from previous self harm
  PIERCINGS    left ear, right ear, left nostril / previous - right eyebrow, still can see the small holes
  TATTOO   

3 paws each with the initial of her three cats ; right arm
flowers ; right hip
letter E ; left ear ( looking to get this covered up )
stars ; left hand

  CLOTHING STYLE    nature colors, no set style - just whatever she finds pretty. she wears a lot of jewelry as well - and has no fear in mixing metals or following trends

personality

  ENERGY    extremely social - wants everyone to be friends and happy all the time. she has a lot of innocent energy
  MOOD    she doesn’t want to be sad ever again. because of this, she avoids anything that could possibly make her sad
  EXPRESSIVENESS    she doesn’t know how to process things so she has pushed a lot of her thoughts and feelings aside to try and focus on what makes her happy
  FEARS    thunderstorms, sudden loud noises, yelling
  POSITIVE    thoughtful, bright, extremely kind
  NEGATIVE    childlike to the point of immaturity, doesn’t want to focus on things that could make her upset, naive, overly trusting, unrealistic
  PET PEEVES    people who cut in line
  HOBBIES    tending to her garden, cooking, dancing
  MBTI    ESFP, the entertainer
  MORAL ALIGNMENT    chaotic good
  VICE    envy
  VIRTUE    charity

health

  MENTAL    depersonalization/derealization disorder & disassociation

⥼ often, she will stare at body parts, other people, and things for a long moment, trying to process what she is seeing. this might also include her touching what she is looking at. also, she tends to disassociate a lot - she will stare off into the distance and her eyes will turn blank and glassy. when she gets like this, it's hard for her to "get her eyes working" and come back into reality. there is almost always a feeling of confusion coming from her.

  PHYSICAL    n/a

  SLEEPING HABITS    trouble sleeping most nights unless the perfect condition
  EATING HABITS    she was a vegan for years, and now opens up to eating anything, but still puts a lot of thought into where the food came from
  FITNESS HABITS    hiking and walking everywhere
  EMOTIONAL STABILITY    trouble sleeping most nights unless the perfect condition
  SOCIABILITY    extremely social - wants everyone to be friends and happy all the time
  BODY TEMPERATURE    hot-natured
  ADDICTIONS    n.a
  ALCOHOL USE    social but keeps it minimal
  DRUG USE    weed

relationships

  ORIENTATION    bisexual
  STATUS    single
  EX BOYFRIEND    eren çelik

⥼ the two broke up after he brought her to america for a job opportunity, but did not tell her when he returned to turkey, leaving her alone in new mexico.

  LOVE LANGUAGE    quality time, words of affirmation (needs) / gift giving, words of affirmation (gives)
  ROLE    submission

  TURN ONS    telling her what to do, cradling her, wearing lingerie
  TURN OFFS    pain, multiple people, humiliation, super intense moments

relatives

  PARENTS   
- ayaz demirci
- narin sydin
  YOUNGER BROTHER   
- kaan demirci
  PETS   fleur, hershey, ghost, cats

MISCELLANEOUS

  SKILLSET    tba
  AESTHETICS    herbal tea, kitten purrs, overgrown gardens, abundance of fruits
  FAVORITES    tba
  PLAYLIST    july noah cyrus, don't you worry child swedish house mafia, what a wonderful world louis armstrong, this is real jax jones ft ella henderson, someone new hozier, david lorde, clouds demotapes, little dark age MGMT

IMPORTANT HEADCANONSVERSESCONTENT WARNINGS
general study tagall versesn/a
catsall versesn.a
erenall moderntoxic relationships

Biography

timeline.

1992: born in turkey.
1994: brother kaan born.
1998–2010: homeschooled.
2011–2018: deepens her interest in herbal medicine, studying local turkish plants and remedies.
2018: begins a relationship with eren
2019: moves to the united states after eren's suggestion
   ⥼ shortly after her arrival, eren leaves her without warning and returns to turkey, cutting contact.
2020–2022:
   ⥼ zehra chooses to stay in the united states
   ⥼ begins working odd jobs, gradually finding her way back to her passion of herbalism.
   ⥼ starts formal studies in herbal medicine through programs recognized by the american herbalists guild.
2023:
   ⥼ certification: zehra becomes a certified herbalist through the ahg.
   ⥼ begins offering herbal consultations and crafting her own line of natural remedies.
2024–2025:
   ⥼ zehra establishes a small herbalism clinic
   ⥼ becomes known in her local community for her knowledge
   ⥼ starts offering workshops or writing about traditional herbal knowledge.

Verses

faerie

to travelers, she was a rumor, a flicker of color vanishing behind a tree trunk; but to the land, she was its quiet heartbeat. zehra didn’t protect the forest out of duty. she did it because she felt every withering leaf and every thirsty root as keenly as her own breath. and as long as she walked these hills, the earth would never truly grow weary.

status: alternate
availability: open
affiliation: gobagx / if no ship is indicated, zehra is defaulted to her relationship with jack

status: alt canon
availability: open

final girl

the house they found sat on the edge of dense woods, and the quiet there wasn’t quite right. eren would disappear at night. zehra wanted to believe it was nothing until she found the trunk he kept locked in the garage. eren found her before she could think, shouting in a voice she’d never heard before and zehra ran out the back door into the cold. eren the vanished. sometimes she thought she’d imagined it all, that eren was just a nightmare, until the first package arrived.

lounge singer

a singer called out sick one night, and someone remembered the turkish girl who hummed while sweeping. zehra stepped up to the microphone with shaking hands and sang. her voice wasn’t perfect, but it was warm, emotional, and achingly sincere. people listened. soon she was singing a few nights a week, then every weekend, her repertoire stretching from smoky jazz standards to songs that carried echoes of home.

status: alternate
availability: open

status: alternate
availability: open
affiliation: gobagx / if no ship is indicated, zehra is defaulted to her relationship with jack

royalty

coming soon

WITCH

zehra lives deep in a fast-growing forest that seemed to pulse with unnatural life. though she hadn’t always lived there, she’d isolated herself after realizing her powerful, emotion-driven magic made plants grow wild and unpredictable. unable to fully control her abilities, she chose solitude to prevent harm. yet people still sought her out for her rare understanding of plant life, despite knowing that a bad day could unleash dangerous flora.

status: alternate
availability: open

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